One Hundred Fifty-Three Days Later
The world turned upside down
Down
Down, down, down...
My babies
Have brought you closer to me
No longer mad like a horse
I'm still wild but not lost
From the thing that I've chosen to be
And it's `cause you've thrilled me
Silenced me
Stilled me
Proved things I never believed
The face on you
The smell of you
Will always be with me
Each of these
My babies
I will carry with me
For myself
I ask no one else will be
Father to these
That was everyone else
So you're a fool to attack me
For the image that you built yourself
Just sounds more vicious
Than I actually mean
I really am soft
Yes, I'm tender and sweet
Cross me twice and it gets hard
Cross me three times and just remember I'm no Christ
#MatthewandRebeccasLivesMatter
(Lyric credits to Lin-Manuel Miranda, Sinead O'Connor, and Michael Knott)
Down
Down, down, down...
I am not like I was beforeEach of these
I thought that nothing would change me
I was not listening anymore
Still you continued to affect me
I was not thinking anymore
Although I said I still was
I'd said "I don't want anymore"
Because of bad experience
But now I feel so different
My babies
Have brought you closer to me
No longer mad like a horse
I'm still wild but not lost
From the thing that I've chosen to be
And it's `cause you've thrilled me
Silenced me
Stilled me
Proved things I never believed
The face on you
The smell of you
Will always be with me
Each of these
My babies
I will carry with me
For myself
I ask no one else will be
Father to these
It's been so lonely without u hereI never said I was tough
Like a bird without a song
Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling
Tell me baby where did I go wrong
That was everyone else
So you're a fool to attack me
For the image that you built yourself
Just sounds more vicious
Than I actually mean
I really am soft
Yes, I'm tender and sweet
Knockin' down everything I tried to buildCross me once and I'll forgive you
Buyin' up everything I tried to sell
Changin' my heaven to hell
Sometimes, I wanna crash and burn my little world
Cross me twice and it gets hard
Cross me three times and just remember I'm no Christ
I see nothin' but darkness over my bowAnd the world turns upside down....
I've got nothin' but reef under my frame
I try to come about, I try to move around
This siren keeps callin' my name
Someone shine a light
Shine a light so I can see
Someone shine a light
Someone give me sight
#MatthewandRebeccasLivesMatter
(Lyric credits to Lin-Manuel Miranda, Sinead O'Connor, and Michael Knott)